Day 2 of 365 of 2023
"ur my strength and weakness bb"
A single phrase that he sent me.
sabi niya pa "wala akong pake kung mag sawa ka.
di ako mag sasawa, kahit di tayo magkausap sa vc
basta nakikita ko ginagawa mo"
wala lang, simple gestures pero ang touching.
I know its his assurance na makita ako at kung ano ang ginagawa ko, san ako na bu-busy and all.
its just that, natutuwa ako.
kasi feel ko interesado siya ulit sakin.
simple words, simple gestures pero anlaki ng kilig impact sa akin.
ang babaw ko, pero kinikilig kasi ako.
we spent our time individually but yet were both updated sa galaw ng isa't isa. Magka vc every time. I, personally natutuwa akong sa maliit na bagay e na-aasure ko siya but I know it wasnt enough for everything ive done before, but gratefully, im more than thankful not because he is. still there but because he chooses "us" instead of himself.
"ur my strength and weakness bb"
I know, yet i keep pushing you away.
I thought it was nice of you to walk away and start building the future you really want.
A family.
A happy version of you.
little did I know, I wishing you the best but lowkey hoping "I can be the best for you"
I may not be the best among best but I know, I can improve who I am now.
I am always open for growth, for learning as long as I will be with you and you will be with me at the end of it all.
Iloveyou, I really do.